Why is my life so perfect? No problems, at all.
I have nothing to worry about, nothing hurts me. Nothing.
Do you know why? Because you are so self centered with your own problems
and trials that you forget people around you are going through different challenges,
facing different disappointments, and having to fight different beasts to get
moving forwards with their lives. You have no clue how life affects them
because you don’t ask, I guess you just don’t want to know…
Good or bad, people are different, and they react to trials differently
as well; however, my problem will be always big for me: so big that I’d wish I
wouldn’t have to be going through it — we don’t have a choice, except face
them.
Don’t judge others, their problems are really big for them.
Sometimes it hurts, so bad... but I don’t want you worrying about it.
Sometimes I doubt myself. I am weak, that I can be broken with words. Sometimes
I cried, alone, in my room. But I would never tell you that. And you would
never know.
It wouldn’t matter, my life is still perfect, and your problems are too
big for you to notice how life is hard and not fair to either one of us.
My secret to have a perfect life: I try looking for
beauty in the world, I keep smiling — and that I can show you. Sometimes I like
pretending my life is perfect. At least when I am pretending, it is.
